crazily awesome fun

bbq with relatives @ jing's was fun. it gets better the next day with fresh @ wavehouse in sentosa. awesom party, though the 2nd dj ruin the night. overall was great, with best pole dancers from japan performing on the podium. haha, free coupons for alcohol made it even better. just love the embience & atmosphere there. life's really a beach. it made my year better & awesomer.

grieved it and let go.

my net was down for like 5 days, you really dont wanna try having to stay home with no internet at all. seriously starhub sucks, i was dota-ing like 5 days back i remembered then it disconnected. went to kpool today, in the noon to play billard. great, i didnt have to pay cause i didnt lose, then headed to jame's place & wait for friends to finish playing mahjong. went back to cg to slack after that. i stayed home the past few days, my mom made me do it, granted with reluctance. now im having migrane, my head freeking hurt alot. gonna go to sleep in like 12345678 mins. need to clear my mail & some fb stuffs.

i was going through my stuffs in the cupboard. i found many things, not say i chucked it aside but its just somethings you dont wanna be reminded of. there was this bookmark saying "when you feel like giving up remember why you held on for so long in the first place". that was given to me by school this year. quite meaningful! and then i found my alien vs predator collectibles. awesome! im putting them on my shelf. next, this sketch book. hmmm. oh man, memories... well whats over is over. anyway cant wait for this friday's bbq @ jings. i just love food.

is it hard to put on a real smile?

last night time passed really fast for me, i watched 3 movies i only slept at 7am today. i totally had nothing to do and i couldnt get to sleep. i watched city of ember, jackass 2, and what happens in vegas. i still got a whole load of dvd's to watch the next few nights. what happens in vegas is one of the best shows i've watched. its really funny, and there's a kind of meaning to the show i just dont know how to explain it, its touching at some parts too. ashton kutcher is cool he totally played his role well, and cameron diaz is just simply hot. i rate the show 5/5! the next few days maybe, i think i'll be pretty busy. lots of errands to run. yawn, i feel like going to bed, so cozy in my room and absolutely great weather to take a nap.

12 shots of love makes you sober.

spending my day home, thanks to the rain and myself for waking up late. i stayed up till like 5.30, trying to catch a glimpse of the leonid's meteor shower. due to the cloudy sky i could only see a few. i envy those at the japanese garden, there's an event held there just for the night to watch the meteor shower. imagine bringing the love of your life there. sweet eh. i cant seem to understand why other parents get to be so close with one another while my fucking parents cant. all they do is to shut the fuck up when they see each other if not they would just quarrel, that only makes "us" the children feel awkward. seriously fuck them. i dont have such parents. makes my blood boil. / butch walker is awesome. i love his songs, sober was from one of his first solo albums "left of self centered" 2002. walker also helped produce songs for bands like saosin, avril lavigne, all time low, the academy is.., katy perry & even never shout never!

awesome tattoos! i like!

where's the "you" i used to know?

i haven't been doing much lately, its just staying home tidying up my playlist on my ipod rather than my room,watching tv, surfing the net or eating non stop. i wish my life would be more interesting and exciting with new things coming my way every day. i supposed to be in church now but today's service is held at expo. its beyond my travel distance. im too lazy to get there. i just got up from bed, i guess i need sleeping pills for my insomnia, i slept at 5 last night. tiring. the worst thing about sleeping so late is that you wake up late and end up wasting so much time of the day, including lunch. i used to use my weekends for " recovery" for my sleep lag when i have school on weekdays but now my body clock is delayed. i just hate being not able to sleep at night.

i cant wait for christmas, the decorations at town are really nice, especially the one at ion, the christmas tree is awesome. but usually for me christmas is spent with my family and relatives, its like this every year in my life, it kind of became a tradition i guess? its not really a bad thing though. but spending it with friends would be more fun and memorable. every year passes quickly. people change like the weather. you'll never know if that would be the last year you'll be close with them or even friends with them. we just got to face it, life's like this. im going to have my lunch now & then probably head to grandma's for dinner later.